bitterdiva

Mobile blogging

Ever since I got Internet on my phone, I never once tried to access my blog. Now I have and it turns out that I can. My dillema is now do I stay true to my belief of being more intellectual and in-depth or short and frequent?

No prayers | 06:49 AM

Look into the future

On Halloween, I visited a psychic hoping for some insight into the future. Psychics can be so hit or miss sometimes, especially if you're at a fair and they tell you, go with one that you feel a connection to. Well, I chose a woman that when I was pulling into the parking lot, I practically ran her over. I would call that a connection or coincidence.

She told me a bunch of things:

My grandmother is around me.
I will never bear children.
I am a highly sensitive person.
I need to focus on myself and no one else.
I need to stop getting involved in married men.
There's a guy who's a chef/worked in a restaurant that I will get into a relationship with but that won't happen in the immediate future, I need to give it time.
I will have issues with my blood pressure.
I should find a new job and a new profession.
She told me that I should be a social worker, teacher or other sort of caregiver.

A lot had to deal with my husband. At the end of the session I had let down my guard and started to cry. The tears just fell from my eyes.

Tonight, I had my husband do a reading for me. Again, it wasn't very informative but a look in the future. It'll be alright, I just have to keep myself in check.

The overall theme of my life.

I easily get carried away, delusions of grandeur. It's good to fantasize but when that fantasy crosses the line of obsession it is no longer healthy. Sometimes I stumble, but it is mere stumbling, not a broken leg that prevents me from getting right back up and carrying on.

I'm hanging a sign on my heart: No Vacancy.

The inn needs some renovations.

No prayers | 09:57 PM