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November 25, 2002The wrath of a furious and bitter diva…In regards to planetmofo: yes, I was the financier. It was me who didn’t want it to die because it meant a lot to those around me. From re-registering the domain to hosting it, it was an example of my devotion to something that someone close to me believed in. Never once in my life have I ever asked for simple thanks, asked for gratitude, or asked for payment. I gave freely of myself so that perhaps everyone’s life wasn’t such a huge flaming pile of poop. Times changed and quickly some changes had to be made, I had to drop additional domains from the server because it became costly and I was creating my own. Mofo accounts were free for all, cov nor I ever asked for anything in return. Yes, I admit he was the technical background of it, setting up accounts for people, because after all, mofo was his (and still is). He’s the leader of this morbid, sordid group and I love him for it. I just lurk around in the background like a goddess knowing all but not speaking, sort of like Barnaby in Dogma (and cov Matt Damon?). It really hurts me to have several people bitch at me because I’m the only one accessible during the day when something bad happened. Because I’m cov’s significant other, that makes me all knowing of why and what happened, and I’m the one that you immediately turn for some answers. Thanks. I appreciate knowing that for every other day when things were fine you don’t have the decency to have a conversation with me and ask what’s up in my life, but when the shit hits the fan, you immediately bitch to me about the lack of warning. In case now you feel bad and are wondering what’s going on in my life, I’ll tell you. I’m bummed. Really, really, bummed. I found myself curled up in a ball Saturday night crying hysterically in the kitchen. I attempt to hide all my pain from everyone because I don’t want people to think I’m crazy or overly emotional. I am also not looking for sympathy either. I’m sure your lives suck as well, and for me to be all egotistical like mine’s the only one important, is wrong. I always will remain around to listen to you complain if it helps you out. I always have. Just don’t bitch to me about mofo. 08:46 AM
Commentswe luv you, christine! and we thank you for all you've done. and, frankly, your blog is the specific best place to be egotistical. it's YOUR blog. it's not the world's blog, it's not the house blog. so be egotistical on it, i can think of no more appropriate place. and be the xtine that we know and love. never apologize for your own blog. i want a blog. more than what i have on LJ, cuz only 2 people ever read that :P btw - bitterdiva + south park = roxor. Posted by: andy at November 25, 2002 05:30 PM You know my opinion. I might be a little bitch, but I sure ain't bitchin about that. I'd rather simply tease cov about his difficulty to be fluid... but that's just me being geeky, you see. As a more abstract subject, I'm always amused when people bitch about things they're getting for free. People are just morons who often too slow to view their situation objectively before reacting and acting. And human nature is inheriently selfish... which is why every sucks and should die in holy nuclear fire... *slap*, ok... reality. I hope you feel better sweetheart. Posted by: zazen at November 26, 2002 10:54 AM everyONE Posted by: zazen at November 26, 2002 10:55 AM Andy Pandy! It would help if you gave out your LJ address so more than 2 can read it. Posted by: bitterdiva at November 26, 2002 12:13 PM no, i think i prefer having only two read it. :P but what I want is an outlet for MORE than two! But not my LJ. My LJ is privatish. That's where I bitch about the latest depressive episode, then conversely about video games. Problem is, if I had a legit blog, all the fun stuff would go from LJ to blog, leaving the LJ a sempering pustule of depression. I can't win. Posted by: andy at November 30, 2002 05:54 PM Post a comment
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