bitterdiva

Bitch you ain't nothing but a geek

So let’s see, it’s May 10th, that means it’s Bono’s birthday. Happy birthday you hot, Irish, piece of arse.

I was conversing with a friend of mine yesterday, telling them about my recent sleep related troubles. He starts to go into some spiel about, “I’m not a medical professional, but I’m marrying one and blah, blah, blah.” I may be bitter but I know a jackass when I talk to one. I don’t give a shit about ending your single life and marrying a woman. We’re all happy you’re getting married, because you need a mother to take care of you but must you constantly mention the fact you are getting married in every conversation?

A colleague of mine in my organic lab is getting married the 18th of this month; I believe he just proposed to her sometime this past winter. Last night was the first time he mentioned something about it. I wished him luck and congratulations and that was it. I think most people should be more like that, don’t mention an already known fact every conversation you have with a person.

Speaking of organic labs, I’m really, really going to miss my professor. It’s the first time in my history that I got along with a professor so well and was just able to shoot the shit with them. The guy’s a freaking genius and his intelligence and personality are on par for being a high member of planetmofo. Last night while checking out of my drawer he said he was going to miss me and mentioned something about going out for ‘za or Chinese. That alone made my day.

After leaving the lab with a warm and fuzzy feeling deep down in the cockles of my heart, I yet again began thinking of what I want to do with myself and where I want to go. I wished several colleagues good luck in their various endeavors. It’s somewhat hard for me to let go of people I spent a year with working closely on experiments, even if it was the fact I was helping them out. Which for me, is a dramatic change from RPI. At RPI I was clueless, the bottom of my class, depressed,and constantly annoying my lab mates with inane questions of theoretical yields and melting points. So maybe I don’t want to go back to RPI, but it seems ridiculous for me to not finish up with only a year left, then lies the question of funding. RPI’s hella expensive and I don’t think it’s a good place for me. Maybe I should go to the college of pharmacy and actually do what I really want to do with myself. Or should I just get my chem. tech. degree from the community college and then work on going to the college of pharmacy.

Once I become a pharmacist I can look at my friend and say, hey, I am a medical professional and next time when you talk to me, please call me doctor. My only revenge that I have planned for my stupid non-immediate family and those enemies of mine is that I’ll have a doctorate degree. I’ll be the first doctor in my family; I’ll make my parents so proud of me.

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